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March 11th, 2005(7:26pm)
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well, this past week has been kind of interesting. well not really that interesting. more like stressful, sickening (literally), et cetera ... but nonetheless, it was an ok school week.
this whole freaking week i've been sick. cough cough. it really sucks ass, especially with volleyball & track.
speaking of track. i pole vaulted yesterday in my first ever meet. & i sucked ass. i cleared the damn pole ... but on my way down i hit it. so basically i didnt get past opening height. very disappointing.
you know what else is disappointing? me. every weekend i tell my friends that, "yeah lets go to the movies this weekend" but i always end up not following through. seriously though, its not my fault. its my parents fault. they provide me with no mode of transportation whatsoever, because why? stupid basketball.
speaking of stupid basketball - i have a game on sunday ! hoorah. we're playing up a division though ... against juniors ... i'm the only freshie on a sophomore team, & no offense, but we kind of are not a very good team. hooray for being hammered !
ughhhh. i am still very very confused about this whole boy situation. do i like him ? or do i not like him ? i cant make up my mind. my mind (& a lot of people around me) are telling me not to like him, & there are a lot of reasons why i shouldnt, the biggest reason being that we dont really talk to each other. talk about awkward. but theres a part of me that still has a crush on him, a part of me that still makes me glance over at him even though i try not to. its that way all the time. i drive myself crazy.
i ESPECIALLY drive myself crazy with that whole other guy situation. the guy that i'll probably like until he graduates. the guy that might not even know my name. the guy that i've thought was cute since the first time i saw him. the guy that makes me smile when i see him. the guy that i like for no apparent reason. i mean seriously. all i really know about him is he plays basketball, he's older, he plays, well lets just say a sport other than basketball, he's funny, & he's single. & i just like him. i dont even know why. i guess its just one of those things.
dont you ever like someone without really knowing who they are? maybe thats why ive liked him for such a long time. he has no turnoffs ... because i havent had a conversation with him. but i will, eventually. like maybe when i have the balls to. which i will, eventually. hopefully soon. but then that will ruin the mystery of it all. i could find out that i dont like him. & then what? tha t would suck. i'm such a fcuking nerd.
anyways ... tomoro i have pole vaulting practice from 10-12. then my dad (or ellen) is taking me to wanjettes basketball practice from 1:30 to 3. then hopefully i'll go home & then PLEASE LORD i will see a movie with jennifuck, alex the azn conquerer, tar-asswipe, marietard fart-o, binkus bonehead, ina-dactyl, joanneissoadorable ... hahaha, i just like saying all of their nicknames ;D
this weekend looks like it will be ... horrible? just messing. kind of. i have my fun plans ... but i know that somehow my parents will fcuk them up. like always.
at least my grades havent dropped that much. all A's & A-'s, except for the B in religion. its kind of sad, because i think i have the highest grade in that class. doesnt look too bright.
to sum up the week in a word : stressful.
BOO for volleyball workouts at 6 in the morning, track practice until we're the only team left on the track, track meets where i dont even get opening height,essays & TP casts done into the wee hours of the morning (that are very poorly written), nights where i only get 4 hours of sleep, & parentals on my back for a fcuking B in religion ... ugh.
YAY for volleyball workouts making me very awake all day, substitute teachers, arguing about "root and foot", crazyhappyemo friends, lame sex jokes, boys & four day weekends.
( do you even know you met me? )
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[Thursday
March 3rd, 2005(6:56pm)
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doesn't it just suck when everybody is so emo? & doesnt it suck when the people you hang out with dont like the other people you hang out with, & in turn you dont like the people that your friends hang out with? everyone has been so emo lately & its not like im blaming them or anything. the beginning of march is a bit bleghhhh. i just hate it that i let my friends' moods rub off on me. everyone thinks i'm like "happy fuki!! ;D" & actually ... most of the time i am, & thats the way i like it. who doesnt like being happy ? when im at school with my friends (usually) something funny is happening, & we're all laughing & i just dont think of anything else except for whats happening in that one moment. nothing ties my thoughts down. HE doesnt tie me down anymore & for that my life is just so much better.
yesterday was the first track meet. it was actually a lot of fun. no, i didnt compete. i havent even tried to vault yet, but hopefully ill be vaulting soon. like next thursday, lol, then im out of a morning workout ;D but more than getting out of the workout, i just want to vault. it looks amazing. seriously. & they go sooo high too. its like flying !!
i'm so confused in the boy department lately. its like they have multiple personalities. its on & off. one second, he seems interested & the next it seems like he doesnt care. i dont get it. i hate that awkward feeling of knowing he knows. i hate awkwardness. i hate myself for letting that happen too. for example ... i liked this guy a few months ago, & back then it was hard for me to talk to him because id get shy & nervous. now i can joke around with him & everything & not be nervous ... but i dont have a crush on him anymore. why does that always happen ?
& what really sucks is that people assume i have this huge crush on him when in reality, i just dont. its like a little crush. a baby crush. a tiny crush. i'm not desperately in love with him or anything. arghhhhh. & what also sucks about it is i just dont know which direction to take. do i pursue it, or do i wait for him?
boys suck. schoolWORK sucks too. i really DO have a C+ in religion. how retarded do you have to be to have a C+ in sacraments? a lot of our class has a C and below, but still. i cant believe i have a C+ in religion. blaahhhhhhh.
i wish i could just take a few days off from everything. just a few days off from morning workouts at 6 in the a.m., bad grades, confusing boys, & emo friends. i love the last two, but sometimes i just get so tired. like right now. i am beyond tired.
& I JUST WANT TO TRY VAULTING OVER THAT POLE BEFORE THE NEXT MEET BECAUSE I WANT TO COMPETE !!!! i'm still like a pole vaulting virgin !!
( no other way )</3
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February 27th, 2005(10:32am)
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alot has changed since that last post, even though it was almost exactly a week ago, lol.
first of all, school - i now know that my grades in the beginning of this semester were utter crap, to say the least, & unfortunately im probably going to be paying the consequences after this first progress report. i have practically a C in religion, which is very very very very very VERY VERY bad. not bragging, but i've never even gotten a B on any progress report, report card, etc. in my life, & when the parentals see that C, then i am D E A D & buried. greeeeat. the other grades arent too good either. i am officially screwed, unless magically tyree grades the next test & my project before the grades are due at the end of the week, & i do well on those things. like, acing it well. fantastic.
my after school activities have changed too - no more basketball practice at school, but i have track. & guess what ?
I MADE POLE VAULTING ! yayyyy KiRSTEN AKA PANDA EXPRESS & CLAY AKA WHITE RIOT & me AKA uhm i forget, were oh so happy that we didnt get cut. we ran down the field with our jousting sticks, splashing in puddles & getting very wet with out white t-shirts because we are not too bright. hahaha, your prostitute tshirt kirsten, lol. anyways...i actually like track practice. how weird am i? i actually look forward to it, because I LOVE POLE VAULTING. it is just waaaay too much fun for me, even though there is a bruise on my ass [as well as multiple other places] & my calves hurt again. my calves used to hurt during the beginning of basketball season. veryyyy weird feeling. painful too. i think i tweaked my ankle also.
it's not like i dont have basketball either. i have wanjettes practice every saturday, & on like march 26 or something prep league starts for the asianssss so i have official basketball a couple days a week, for now. when summer starts i'll probably have a lot more, all the way up until next spring season again. i'm extremely excited for this summer. it will be great, hopefully.
oh, & i'm trying out for volleyball too. nervously anticipating the first morning workout tomoro. even though the chances of me making the volleyball team are about nothing percent, at least i can get an extra workout every other day. i'm scared about getting out of shape for basketball.
i cant stop thinking about this summer. there are so many things i want to do. i want to work at the sports camp for 5 weeks or 6 or whatever, plus ill work at the basketball camp, then theres san diego with the team ... wanjettes tournaments too, & i really want to go on vacation to hawaii in august, which is essentially my only month off. & thats the way i like it. & i also really want to hang out with mis amigas y amigos, i.e. the asians & the hotstuffers [at least once] & krista & my brother & everyone else i usually dont get to see. hoorah.
<33 fuksterrrrr
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February 20th, 2005(5:40pm)
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well ... the season is over. we lost yesterday to palos verdes, in our first round.
i am really really sad about it. the season felt soooo long, but i can't believe it's over already. no more practices until 8 at night. no more rides home with jess & linsey. no more forgetting my jersey every day. no more pre game hoosiers, coach carter, remember the titans, etc. no more after school surf city with megan. no more "bring em out bring em out", or dee li kumba. no more pre game letters (& i've saved them all). no more coach hammy calling me "fuki ... fuku-saurus ... fukkkster ... fukmonster!". no more giggling hysterically with alexis while watching the boys games. no more messing around on the bus. no more saying, everyday, "i don't want to practice today". no more missing 4th period basketball with alex cuz we're freshies. no more game days, no more practices, no more team.
it's quite depressing.
i'm going to miss all the seniors </b>soooo much</b>. they probably don't realize it, but like coach said, they really have influenced me with their work ethic & everything about them, & without them next year things won't be the same.
but at least there's a next year, & a year after that, & a year after that.
but there's no more this year. ugh. depressinggggg.
i don't know what i'm going to do with myself until next year. well, i do know, (TRACK, SUMMER CAMPS, VOLLEYBALL CONDiTiONiNG, BASKETBALL OVER THE SUMMER), but still. i wish it wasn't over.
i know this is corny, but this season was one of the best things to happen to me & i'll never forget it.
♥fuku-saurus
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February 12th, 2005(12:31am)
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THE LADYYY KNiGHTS VARSiTY BASKETBALL TEAM iS MiSSiON LEAGUE CHAMPSSS FOR THE FiRST TiME iN NOTRE DAME HiSTORY !! i'm just so happy to be a part of this team. i love you guys, every last one.
besides that wonderful occurence, i basically felt like total & complete shit yesterday. i just kind of broke down on my way home. so much stupid shit & serious shit is going on. stupid, selfish shit: im playing like complete crap in basketball. the guy i like will know i like him soon (& i cant decide if thats good or bad), my gpa is slippinggg. serious shit: i dont know what to do about this friend i have who is in a delicate situation right now, & its just stressing me out. i couldnt hold it all in anymore. im so weird though. even though all this stuff is going on, i basically get happy after awhile. i cant stand being sad.
mMm thR1CE: maybe youre bipolar
today was a very fun day. JULiA & i finished our visual display in the very last minutes before it was due, & it turned out goood !!! wooo ! i was so happy that we didnt have to present it. goood luckkkk !!! its because i found 3 dimes during PE, where we played dodgeballlll ;D. then class & stuff, blah blah nothing special. i sat with KiRSTEN PEEDiNMYLAP & KRiSTiNA & RYAN during lunch for the first time in centuries, which was nice. i should do it again, we need to chill more, extreme, extreme. after school we took basketball pictures, fina-freaking-ly.
then after THAT i went home & fell asleep on my bed, due to the fact that i had about 4 hours of sleep last night. so out of it. then i went to ULTRAZONE for my sister's birthday party. happy birthdayyy !! iNA-DACTYL & EMMAAAA SEXYYY met me there, & we lazertagged the night away, militia style. good times, good times. cute boys with good style & long hair watching us play DDR: updownupupupuprightleftup ahahah emma i thought that was youuuu hahah groaning LOLOLOL "i think they were checking you out, you shouldve shaken your butt !!". the mandatory "who likes who" talks, where we debated who has liked the weirdest guys. for once, i do not win ;D puahahhaha ... that kid in the trenchcoat: "follow me! lets protect the base!" ... question: why do a bunch of cute guys go lazertagging on a friday night with no girls? odddd ... picturesss with the camera fone. how dirtyyy. the christines. frakensteins boogers. the green steaks. why do little kids like food and animals so much ??? that was reallyyyy fun you guys !!! then after that they went to mi casa & harassed people online & looked at pictures & SUMO WRESTLEDDDD !!! "can you see me TAPTAPTAP" & emma, you with the back scratcher as your arm, ahaha, you guys are the BEST. i love you guys, we should chill TOMORO ! skatelanndddd ahahha emamamamma ! fo shizzle fo shizzle ina-izzleeee ! duuude, ina-dactyl, we have so many inside jokes. seriousss.
so i feel pretty good right now. it doesnt matter if he finds out who i like. i love my friends. (& if i didnt invite you, im sorry, its cuz i never get to hang out with ina & ive been trying to for a longgg time, & i havent chilled with emmamamama in a longgg time too.) we're mission league champsss. i plan to chill tomoro with my friends, & i have a party tomoro & a party sunday, too. life isnt total shit like it was yesterday. i'm happy ;D
<3 ina's bitch
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[Monday
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this is weird.
a lot of people are changing, in good ways, in bad ways, & in ways that really don't matter at all. i don't know ... =/ everyone is kind of ... pissy lately. i'm kind of pissy lately. it's the "i-have-no-time-to-hang-out-with-my-friends" thing again. but whateverrrr, its changing & basically i'm happy with life right now. ;D
so anywayssssss ....
HAPPY BiRTHDAY TO CHAR-LESBiAN. here are some words to describe char-les: my bitch. charming fob like voice. weird. pedophile. KOREAN. [uhm yeah im not racist everyone]. stupid. faggery. & he's only in my compooper class right now so i miss him & his lesbionic ways. hahaha i LOVE YOU CHAR-LESBiAN !
&&&& HAPPY BELATED BiRTHDAY TO ALEXiS !!! i know i haven't written in here for awhileeee, or at least around your birthday, so i just wanted to say HAPPY BiRTHDAY cuz you rule & i love you & you're an awesome sophmore ballllerrrrr !!!!
<3fukinotpuki
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[Friday
February 4th, 2005(11:34pm)
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when i listen to music, i feel so emo. ugh, lol. whateverrrr ...
so yesterday we fucking LOST to harvard westlake. our first mission league loss of the season. after the game & during the beginning of school i felt soooo dead. i fell asleep in like every class except for science. plus, i got a C on my computer test [ C+ whatever same thing ]uhm ... oops ?
after school though, after practice, i felt so much better. i felt really hyper. we started to make posters for senior night after practice [which i only had for like 5 minutes]. well, they started to make posters. i was more watching the freshmen bball game & hindering the process ;D
so alexis & i were walking back from joanna's paints&crafts or whatever it is cuz we bought paint for the poster, & some crazyyy perverted guy stopped his car alongside us, rolled up his window, smiled scarily, & started to dance. we flat out ran back to school ahahahha. it was great. "WE JUST HAD THE RAPE TALK TOO!" hahah alexis !!
then i left, & came back for the varsity game, a bit late. i sat with alexis. then with mom&mom [moises&ali], & yeahhhhh. camera fones. "go talk to him ... you have 8 minutes & 39.5 seconds!" & they put him in, ahahahh, it was wonderful. the game was so exciting !!! & no, not just cuz he played ;D
( every cliche about love in one song )
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[Sunday
January 30th, 2005(12:20am)
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so yesterday was the winter sports rally ... really short, & kind of stupid, but thanks for the support guys lol ... i heard you yelling, much love mdears !
today was almost deadly boring, because i almost wasn't allowed to go out ... actually i initially wasn't, but then i talked my mom into letting me, so BLOOD SiSTAAA&i went to the GALLERiA to watch MEET THE FOCKERS . it was a lot funnier than i thought it would be. plus, there was the added bonus of cute white boys with beanies sitting behind us. yum ;D [ but don't think i did anything, cuz im a pussy. next time, next time =/ ] i think BLOOD SISTAAA&i should traditionalize the going to the movies thing. & least once a month would be good !
well, i finally got my excuse to go to winter formal. KiRSTEN called me & told me to go. she got asked to go, as did KRiSTiNA, & they want as many reinforcements as possible. its kind of girls ask guys, but i guess their dates were too hott for their pants & didnt want to wait around ... just kidding lol, but yeah . i'm not asking anyone. definitely no. why? cuz im a pussy, but also because, well, i don't know anyone i really want to go with. it's not like last dance when i reallyyyy wanted to go with CHRiSTiAN. someone asked me to go with them, but i don't know, i don't really have anyone in mind that i'd want to go with ...
...ok, i admit it. im in total & complete denial. i DO want to go with this one person, but there's the slight problem that he might not even know much about me past my name. & the chances of that changing are very little. because, once again, i am a pussy. literally. fuki=puki=vagina in tagalog. oh the irony of it all. just kidding, dont i sound very emo right now ? i'm really not feeling too emo right now, though. i'm happy i have an excuse to go to winter formal with my friends & i even have a little bit of an ulterior motive to going. make that multiple ulterior [secret] motives for wanting to go.
it'll be fun.
comment if you're going to winter formal, or if you aren't going to winter formal !
<33fuki
p.s. new sn [yes, again] f uuuu ki f acee !!
p.p.s. HE iS GORGEOUS TARA !
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[Thursday
January 27th, 2005(10:10pm)
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WE BEAT CHAMiNADE ! 56-54 !!!
6&0 biatchessss !!!
i am soooo giddy & happy & all that good stuff ... no, i didnt play but still ...
i love cj hill & the entire notre dame lady knights varsity basketball team !!!
"WHOOOO GOT A ViCTORY ? WE GOT A ViCTORY ! "
<3fuki
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this weekend kind of sucked . basketball, mostly, as usual . wanted to do something with inadear, but plans fell through. oh well, there's always next time !!
liiike friday perhaps ? ;D
anyways, i got a photobucket, so i can put pics on here . hoorah !
( i hope you won't be a part of my past )
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WE BEAT ALEMANY !!!
no, i didn't get in the game, but i really didn't expect to anyways. & WE WON !! 4&0 biatchess !
no school tomoro, hurrah ! ;D but there's practice right in the middle of the afternoon . i'm not too sure what i'm going to do tomorrow . i was thinking movies with inadear & company, but there's practice . gr . its all worth it if we're mission league champs though ... ;D
( maybe i'm falling for you )
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FiNALS ARE OVERRR !
i went to the nd vs. crespi game at nd yesterday night . ;D it was okay ... onlyy the JV team won though .
TODAY WE PLAY ALEMANY ... WOOOOO !!!!! i am so excited !!!!
JOANNE&i decided, after watching the games, that we want to date basketball boysss ...
now doesn't that sound like fun ? ;D
here is my schedule for the new semester ...
BLUE DAY ; 1st period - spanish w/ fuentayyss ... 2nd period - science w/ tuttle ... 3rd period - math h w/ coach gross ... 4th period - comp. app. w/ shamoohian
GOLD DAY ; 5th period - team sports w/ vasquez ... 6th period - english h w/ melton ... 7th period - sacraments w/ tyree ...
COMMENT iF WE HAVE ANY CLASSES TOGETHER ;D
<3f u k i
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January 19th, 2005(2:33pm)
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i HATE FiNALS . i AM A LiVEJOURNAL WHORE. TODAY THiS GUY ASKED ME WHO i HUNG OUT WiTH & i SAiD ASiANS . HE LAUGHED AT ME . i TAKE OFFENSE TO THAT . i ALSO FAiLED AN ENGLiSH CRAP - ESSAY . & i STUDiED MATH FOR AN iNSANE AMOUNT OF TiME . & i DiSCOVERED THAT HE iS EVEN BETTER THAN i iNiTiALLY THOUGHT . & NOW i'M SAD COHS i CAN NEVER HAVE HiM . PLUS, i'M SAD COHS i HAVE REVERTED TO THiS DAMN CAPiTALiZATiON THiNG . i CAN'T STOP SMiLiNG . i WiSH i WAS OLDER . NO, i WiSH HE WAS YOUNGER . NO, i WiSH i WAS GORGEOUS . i WiSH i DiDN'T HAVE FiNALS . i'M HUNGRY . MY MiND iS JUMPiNG ALL OVER THE PLACE . THE DOOR TO MY ROOM iS BROKEN . "REACH BACK LiKE A BAWD & SLAP THE STRUMPET" . TOMORO THE BOYS ARE PLAYiNG CRESPi . YUM . i AM GOiNG TO THAT GAME AFTER PRACTiCE . TOMORO i'M GOiNG TO SMiLE AT HiM . NO, TOMORO i'M GOiNG TO FORGET i AM TOTALLY iNFATUATED WiTH HiM . THiS iSN'T iRREVOCABLE . iS THAT A REAL WORD ? i AM SO PATHETiC .
here's a better question ...
how do i get a guy that i like to notice me ... if he is older ... & we don't really hang out with the same group ... & he is flipping fantastic ?
because i totally adore this guy .
<3f u k i
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exercise is good for you, if you're sick.
i don't like him anymore, thank god. i really don't know who i like.
i'm not quite sure if i kicked religion&espanol finals' ass, or if it kicked mine. i'm pretty sure its the former though, hopefully.
i adore my friends. they are wonderful. they are the sex. i just wanted to say that. they make me laugh, we should go out & see a movie & check out guys' hair, because we are indie like that. or at least, some of you are. for the others, bring on the ass.
as a matter of fact, life is good right now.
i jocked [ no pun intended ] this question from alex's LJ :
"christine cannot live without ... {complete the sentence ] ..."
COMMENT PLEASE !!!
<3 f u k i
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well ... sometimes boys are worth it, and sometimes they just aren't. i guess this guy is just one of those guys. it kinda sucks but ... i don't really care. i change my mind quickly anyways =]
it just sucks when soo many guys lately have not been "worth it".
winter formal is coming up. i dont even know who i want to go with. not that it matters, cuz im not asking anyone, but if anyone asked me, well, i dont know who i would want to ask me. well i do, but ... ahhh ... its just confusing me.
anyways ... i saw coach carter today !! with the team, it was fun. i liked calling that kid a "stupid freshman", oh the irony of it all. & it was so funny. i love the team. i love being the stupid freshman who has to carry the popcorn. i love basketball, except for the fact that it makes me sicker than i am already.
I AM SO SICK !!!! i have a [ non-contagious ] ear infection, & a very contagious cold. i hope i havent infected anyone, besides binas, i know i've already infected him.
i'm scared about finals. so far they've been waaay better than i expected them to be [ journalism & spanish orals ] but the ones that are coming up ... they scare me.
♥ fookie
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my life has been ok ... you might even say g o o d ...
i went to the boys' basketball game at home vs. loyola yesterday ... yum, loyola boys are fiiine ... hahah !
during the freshmen game, britney, tara, jackie, jen, marie & i walked to the mall.
in the pouring rain we walked to the mall.
by the time we got back to school we were soaking wet. i looked like a drowned rat, but at least my hair dried curly, which i like. plus, i was full cuz of my panda YUM express. although the stupid people gave me the wrong order. i knew it, i knew it.
so we went back to the game. the JV game was r e a l l y exciting, but we lost. the varsity game was exciting too, but they lost too. it was fun !! i want to go to the next set of games on wednesday.
then today i went to the varsity boys' basketball game with the team. team bonding & such. it was funnyyyy. megan, "you are a nerd" . i love you. & alexis, you are funny too, ::wink wink:: lol. . it sucks that i missed him playing [ & scoring !! ] ughhh oh well, thats ok.
would it be stupid of me to fall for an upperclassman that i don't really know ?
... because that would be really, really easy to do.
♥ fookie
when coach carter comes out ... movie time !!!!!!!!! i cant wait to see that !!!
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WE BEAT CHAMiNADE !!!!!!
WE BEAT CHAMiNADE iN THEiR OWN GYM !!!
iN OVERTiME, 45-42 !!!
don't underestimate us now !
i was SOOO excited. they had their band & their cheerleaders & a whole yelling loud crowd of students & parentals. it was soooo loud in that gym. iT WAS SO EXCiTiNG, especially for a little freshman like me. i didn't get to play, but i still was soooo tense during the game, because it was so pressure-filled.
hopefully i get to play against louisville on tuesday !!
it's at home, so be there bitches !
& on the boy front.
i can't trust him, even with something as simple as a friendship ...
& especially with something as fragile as my h e a r t.
so yeah. you lose. you are missing out. as usual. but this time, i am r e a l l y not going back.
& also on the boy front: i like someone.
no, just kidding.
or am i ?
even i dont know.
bleghhh !
i went to the crespi game on wednesday night with jess, linsey, cj, & grassu unexpectedly. saw michael & just hung out with him & the freshman basketball team, but no, i was not hoe-ing it up, because a. i was in my bball clothes and b. since when have i ever been close to hoe-ing it up ?
HAHHA, & i have to say, it was well worth going to. verrryyyyy interesting.
♥ FOOKiE
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well ... 2004 was a year of firsts ... & a year of lasting memories [ i know, how corny ]
& THiS WAS 2004 !!
-any HOTSTUFF memories [ oh, & there are too many to name. plus, i can't remember what year they occurred in, so let's leave it at that for now ]
-my first BOYFRiEND [ jorge ]
-my first BREAKUP [ jorge ]
-my second BREAKUP [ jorge ]
-my third BREAKUP [ jorge ]
-my first KiSS
-my first TPiNG
-my first MOONiNG escapade
-making the JV bball team over the summer ... FUN STUFF !!! [ lol, tami, moises, kelsey, pillar, alex ... ]
-making VARSiTY basketball [ something i thought i wouldn't do till like ... i was a junior or something ]
-my first high school BASKETBALL GAME [ which we won !! ]
-making NEW FRiENDS in high school that i actually had things in common with, who actually made me genuinely feel like i could be myself [ like JEN, iNA, KiRSTEN, REEREE, EMMA, ALEX, BiNKUS, HOANNE, TARARARA ... so on ... if i forgot you, don't hesitate to tell me ... ]
-going to my first high school dance [ HOMECOMiNG !! ]
-going to my first high school dance with the person i actually wanted to go with [ CHRiSTiAN ! ]
-messing up in practically ALL romantic interests thingys ... [ gahhh, there must have been like 5 i actually had a chance with ... =/ ]
-graduating after an amazing [ credentials wise ] school year
...yeah, 2004 was pretty damn "bitching" once i look at it like that ...
& my resolutions for 2005 ... there are a lot ...
-kiss a boy that IS NOT jorge ... sorry that i had to name you, dear jorgey ... lol
-STOP BiTiNG MY NAiLS
-get good grades [ durrr ] -gain a sense of direction
-have CONFiDENCE & ALWAYS BE MYSELF & DONT BE iNTiMiDATED by guys i like & basketball, esp. !!!
well, i do love you all. have a perfectly wonderful 2005 !
♥ FOOKiE
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